(Self-explanatory title)
Slept like 6 hours – I couldn’t sleep more, it’s way too hot – and woke up in a bad mood. That’s what happens when I’m really tired after a night-out.
STUPID HEAT. Am I in Belgium or was I magically teleported to the south!?
The fatigue makes me go negative thinking – the dark side – even if objectively I am having fun lately. There’s one fact though: I’m still pretty much single.
The question is why do I mind so much? Take the Dutch girl for example: She doesn’t seem to have any crazy dating life and she’s more or less the same age as me. And she doesn’t seem to care a lot.
Mentality differences? Who’s normal and who’s not? (I would take a guess here and say truth lies somewhere in the middle of it)
Sometimes I doubt if one person’s behaviour is really different and special, so I observed another good friend’s – a guy – attitude towards relationships. He being Dutch too. Funny, symptoms were more or less the same: Difficult in expression, postponing contacts, putting off email replies, hesitant to call or text.. use of alcohol to overcome these inhibitions.
Anyway, I’m blabing again. A little extra sleep and I’ll feel fine immediately. (I will still be single though) 
