The weekend that passed wasn’t let’s say one of the best ones. I did something that.. well, I shouldn’t. I was never really good with definitions, but I guess it’s more or less a one-night-stand. Only that it wasn’t at night. I was so hesitant that I was about to cancel the date couple of hours before. And I should have. You can call me a “girl” or whatever, but having sex with someone you’ve met only once is definitely 1/ NOT FUN 2/ AWKWARD 3/ Rather depressing after it happens 4/ You go really with guessing as you don’t know what the person likes.
Note to self: Forget one night stands. Clearly a sport not made for you. Actually not a good sport generally.
Anyway, I got into thinking after all that, and when thinking enters the game, sleep goes bye bye. So, the SNOWBALL effect, an average Friday, a bad decision on Saturday, screwed-up sleep next 3 days or so. All this for practically nothing.
I got a bit moody cause the girl wanted nothing more, which THEORETICALLY is ok -on paper-, cause I didn’t like her very much physically (Seriously, I can do much better), and her character wasn’t something I would normally be interested in. But Practically it wasn’t ok cause it wasn’t me who took the decision, so my ego took a big big hit. (boys understand me now). Meh, it’s alright, wont even remember her name in a week, I betcha’.
Last days at work I am SO tired and sleepy. Yes I do need holidays, all my collegues have taken some days here and there, I have been working NON-STOP since I started. I am thinking of taking one day or two within June or July, although I don’t know where to go and with whom. I’m bad at planning stuff this way. (or any way)
I also contacted the dutch girl. It’s funny, cause she might be reading this, and it would make sense to filter it out of the post. But wouldn’t be so true (blogwise). So, felt like seeing how she’s doing and all, mailed her asking her to meet, (since we tend to meet in every other event here and there), but I guess it might be awkward for her, so we’re leaving this to chance! Et voila!
What am I looking for then now? Well, Friday it’s the Apero’s fest, I’ve being staying ‘clean’ of booze all week so I deserve some fun. Let’s see if I ll run into the one-night stand girl, me likey play the ego game when in shape, so she’ll pay.
I think I’m goin’ Antwerp Saturday for shopping!
